hey everyone, life is good, except not.  I mean i'd love to lie to you all, but that's not very friendly is it.  Okay, i don't know, I feel like poo.  Can't say why really...just do.  Well, I'm sure I can think of someone or something that could have caused me to feel the way I do, but don't you just hate that.  I do.  I catch myself doing it.  Why can't a person just feel lousy for absolutely no reason at all.  There is a reason, not to sound untrusting, but it is personal, and I am not obligated to share, unless this xanga program had some loopy little requirements to sign up that I obviously didn't bother to read.  No one really does though...read the fine print...and how stupid is that really I mean it could say " by signing yourself up for this you are committed to joining the frickin marines on your 21 birthday", and of course they would have your birthday too beacuse you filled out the online info page. k so i sound pretty paranoid huh.  oh well, just a bad day that's all.

ps to anyone who is frustrated with me (you know who you are) I'm sorry for whatever I've done...but you 've got to talk to me. 

Hey

 I just got back from watching House of Wax.  It was more gross than scary, but i'll still sleep with the light on. (I do anyway.)  Well, School House Rock is over making this year's theatre program come to an end..So many Seniors are leaving this year.  I'll miss Rae Conn the most.  I love you Favorite!  Oh and Sneds.  I'll miss you too.  I'm real nervous about Wolffgang auditions this year, because so many people are counting on me to put a good word in for them.  I don't want to have to choose.  Anyway, jen Allendorf and i are getting to be pretty close, i really like her.  She and some other friends are pushing me to run for prom queen with Nick next year.  I don't really care to, but it would be fun...I guess. Well, I better go to bed, so talk to ya later.

Today was the talent show...the last major event of the year.  Talent show (by the way) was awesome.  I've never had more fun.  Anyway, I have to finish my term paper.  bye

ps: call me and give me your screen names.  Thanks!

Hey

You know what I neglected to tell you guys...my aunt just had a baby in late August. I can't believe I didn't write about it considering how much I love my little Ellie Belly.  She is so precious, and everyone thinks she looks like I did.  Finnally I can put to rest the insecurities I have about my baby pictures.  You see my mom always raved about what an ugly baby I was, but when they mentioned I looked like her I found my baby pictures and discovered I was cute. Yuck, Dad just called and I have to go with him. Crud, g2g!

Hey everyone,

I love you all, but I have lost the internet...my computer is in critical care. There nothing left for me to do.  Hannah is making fun of the way I type...you see as  always during this season I'm at a Wolffgang job.  This one is at a weird community center, we've been waiting for a very long time for NOTHING!  AHHHHH!!!!   I want to go home soooo bad.  I miss having a life, because when I'm not singing, I'm obligated to make the neccesary family gatherings.  It makes me so mad that I am so tied up the week Alaine is in town.  I miss all my friends, and the lock in wasn't all that fun cause I felt like the odd ball out.  Anyway, I apologized to my friends and Nick too for being so busy, but it's almost over.  Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

                                                                    Love Ashley